I liked to, so I did it. I did it the right way. Did you?

I made some articles and posted it to a reputable article- related website for publishing. Requested the support team to 'tell me if I made errors', and I learnt from there.

I read books on self motivation and improvement methodologies,

TO KEEP A MINSET OF LOOKING FORWARD AND  STOP CRYING ABOUT MY PAST!

One cloudy day I openned my mail box, and I got a package, this is sent from THE US!


I have finally been awarded by the strictly ruled; articles publishing website!

I do not have the CERTIFICATES to qualify for a BIG JOB, but I have my un-traditional studies 'ACADEMIC' ACHIEVEMENTS!

Do something not so traditional if you know IT yourself!

There is a door waiting to be opened. And the books made me
have the MINDSET for this personal ACHIEVEMENT!

Life can be made simple- with; SIMPLE-OLOGY.

"The miracle, or the power, that elevates the few


is to be found in their industry, application, and

perseverance under the prompting of a brave,

determined spirit."
 
After reading articles, surfed websites and made so many decisions in life: whether wrong or right, I do make:

SOME IMPROVEMENTS IN MY LIFE

If you are feeling down, and seeking some "push" in your life,

DO SOMETHING, OR KNOW SOMETHING; TO CHANGE THE CURRENT STATE OF MIND YOU'RE IN.

I have conquered some weakness in my IMAGE.

I NEEDED TO DO SO AS THIS WORLD IS JUDGEMENTAL.

What I saw was an image of myself, so I knew I had to make changes.






READ the contents and USE the information. APPLY IT!

THE DO, AND THE DO NOTS!

I have a negative mindset parent, who I will not specify; mother or father. The fact that I have survived cancer is a testimonial of my “non- dream stealing”, and positive mindset elder brother, his spouse and “THE OTHER PARENT”.
They stood by me and had faith in me, working and making my way into life, not so normal, but acceptable.

Ironically, I learnt much from the negative he or she; as that was the example of what to do, opposite;

“THE DO NOT(S)!”

Scarcity

Time is one limit we cannot predict how much every individual has. So time investment is vital in our lives. It is a form of sacrifice, as it has an “opportunity cost.”


So acknowledge the time spent on anything, reconcile periodically to know what is good or bad for you;

AND TO REPEAT THIS COURSE OF ACTION PLANS OR NOT?

Empowerment

You can empower yourself. Do something you feel right about. Desiring to do, being happy to do so; and be satisfied you’ve done it in the end. Somehow, you’ll do it well.

Nobody can set a limit for you, when you convince yourself to do something. Especially do it,

“YOUR WAY.”

Why TRY SO HARD? It is over.

I SAY NO! I have made myself  "comeback", from looking like a corpse. and now, I can see, I can read.

They said it is over, you must know that they said it, NOT YOU!

JUST EXPECTATIONS

All, I saw on people's faces were frowns and surprise. In fact they doubt the goodness of a situation as they have been through too many setbacks. Somehow they lost hope in almost anything, showing disinterest in everything.

I sincerely feel that the more we hold on to the grievances in the past, the less steps are made forward. I want to let go of the stugma, and change how people feel and think of the term: Cancer Survivability.

Why always feel that such a person is down and out, why does the massive improvement of technology only make the acceptance of SURVIVORS "still look bad?"

Why say that? It was supposed to be a good thing!

I got a second interview coming up, a potential employer, and am feeling right to go for "CHALLENGES", but my peers simply 'shower' me with negativity; like advise, inturn, instilled negativity; and fear into my mind!

Which is why, I somehow agree, a certain amount of ignorance is sometimes the better thing to have as I feel; "KNOWING TOO MUCH MAKE ME FEAR MORE".

As usual, the traditional mindset, with expectations, little thought of some altruism.

The alternative way around the OBSTACLE!

Starcraft II: Wings of Liberty

I like the word LIBERTY, gives me the feeling of freedom. moreover, I  do play PC games. Infact, I am recovering,slowly, but eventually from a depressive psychological illness, Low Self Esteem, (LSE).

At leas I feel less sadness and discrimination, with  'IN MY FACE' verbal assaults. So I have to find an alternative to keep myself going on with a schedule, like a balance of gaming and 'living'.

Be a light to others!

Upon "walking around so much", seen the patients in the ward, seen kids struggling and parents looking sunken, I thought, is it my turn to go?

Not really, I woke up in the end, many people say God woke me up from my coma, I rather think of it as a second chance to live. So live well. After all, it is not how long we live, but what we do in the life we have; now!

I understand that this fast paced society does not allow anybody to pause and think, reconsider, take time off to relax or even stop thinking of worrying situations; family or work.

I guess I needed to look at a nice thing. I smiled at people even though the environment I live in does not allow friendliness or chat; at work. That should be why I decided to resign rather than get FIRED; by the onslaught of comments and complains.

A few months ago, I stared at Mount Fuji, and awed at the size it was!
I rather recall this image as a good memory!